Darkmare. 11/28/2006
The human mind is a rather fragile thing. It’s funny how a clumping of soft tissue, nerves, neurons and fluid can be capable of rational thought. But that’s really a question only god can answer, and philosophers to guess at. But, recently, I have started having visitors again.
I woke up last night, screaming. With my arms extended, and my hands curled into claws. Cold sweat on my body.
I thought I had laid some of these things to rest, locked them away for good. But they have now returned. I used to get visitors, late at night, for a long time. But they went away. Last night, the fangs and blood were there.
I think I need to go for a long ride on a motorbike.
- Posted in : Personal
- Author : thesnark
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May i go with you, my dear? I am in desperate need of a ‘ride’ too. Esp on ‘that’ bike.
P/S: ‘Your’ bike still runs smooth, i take it?
I hope it’s not the jungle that’s getting to you.
NSDS3 : P.T.S.D. isn’t easy to live with, sometimes.
One night on duty as I slept in the RCB, I dreamed that a very powerful man in black military clothing was standing over me, watching me to see what I would do. I told him to go away several times, but he stood there, watching me. I sat up on the bed and screamed at him to leave and realized I was awake as he faded away. The other aircrew members never stirred. I got up, went to the lounge, and watched TV for several hours before going back to sleep. Hasn’t happened since.
John
Combatscoot : I think it was probably the leftovers we had for supper. Or that extra slice of pie at dessert.
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